I must admit I am struggling emotionally today. I spoke with my oncologist today, and he shared the results of my genomic testing with me. Not only do I have the risk of colon cancer, but also pancreatic and ovarian cancer. Can I ever get a break??? My cholesterol levels are elevated and, of course, my favorite fatty liver. I feel like my health is sliding out of control. I have changed my diet and have been exercising, but nothing seems to be helping. My eyesight is also deteriorating. I just want to throw my hands in the air and give up. I understand that some of the cancer results are just risks. My oncologist has also referred me to a genomic counselor to review the test results to help me gain a better understanding of them. Another problem is that my insurance does not cover genetic counseling. Plus, the results of the bone density test. Apparently, I also have osteopenia, low bone density. This could lead to osteoporosis. In taking an estrogen blocker, my bone density will need to be monitored more often, and I need to be mindful that it is easier to break a bone. ( I guess playing any type of sport is out) Fortunately, this can be reversed, again through a combination of diet and exercise. I am seeing a recurring theme here. I also have a referral to a gynecologist/oncologist to check my pelvis and ovaries. Once again, I need to have those lovely pap smears (Ugh) and lab work to check my pancreas. All of this is quite overwhelming. My husband is questioning all the testing. Is it really necessary...
I had my visit with my breast reconstruction surgeon, and he said all restrictions have been lifted. I can do all the things I did before the surgery. This has been good news for me. He also told me I would need to schedule another appointment in six weeks to discuss a second surgery. This surgery was intended to make any changes I wanted, such as adding nipples, removing any scarring, and making my breasts asymmetrical.
I have also begun taking the estrogen blocker Anastrozole. I am just waiting to see what type of side effects it will have on me. Hopefully, there should be none, as this medication can cause bone loss. I also need to go back to my original diet before the surgery. I feel as if I'm going down the same path that led me to the cancer. It is so much easier to consume food out of convenience than to prepare a healthier meal. I need to remain focused on my health and spiritual life rather than what is easy.
Scarlett
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